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New Year, New Semester, New Prez

Thursday, January 15th, 2009

After a busy but tough 2008, the new year is already in full swing.  This year brings a lot of things to look forward to, a new assignment at work, a new division chief,  new semester of law school, and of course the ever present buzz around the district these days, a new administration taking on white house.

One of the good things about my work is that it allows for some flexibility on job assignments, so that if one assignment doesn’t work out for the better, either because of the subject matter, the workload, or the personalities on the team, it’s really just temporary.  Not uncommon in staff management at my agency, I’ve been going through the grueling transition period between assignments, which means that I have multiple sets of bosses and work styles to adjust to.  In the 5 years I’ve been at the agency I’ve never experienced a clean transition from one job to the next.  It really puts you at a tough spot, you want to get some closure on the old assignment, but you want to get off to a good start on the new one.  I’ve also noticed that I prefer to do short-term and periodic projects as opposed to being bogged down on one long-term project, even if it means that I have to multi-task.

My courses this semester started last week and are looking pretty good so far, and they are shaping up to be a good final set to close out at least the classroom portion of my legal education.  I have Professional Responsibility and Practice, which is basically a course on the rules of professional conduct and ethics that all lawyers are supposed to be versed in before entering practice.  My Bar prep course for the semester is Sales & Leases, basically a continuation on commercial transactions law and contracts law, looking into the application of the Uniform Commercial Code (UCC).  On the elective front I’ve got Debtor and Creditor Rights, a course that I think is pretty contemporaneous to the meltdown on wall street and the consumer credit markets.  My last elective course is White Collar & Business Crime, something that I think might come in handy again, given the times we are living in.

The entire DC metro is in an inauguration frenzy mode, it seems like daily we get new announcements or updates on the developing security plans, road closures, metro service outages.  I’ve gotten a kick at the uptick on the Obama merchandising and lyrical symbolism and imagry around town.  The street vendors that usually sell bottled water and FBI shirts are all decked out in Obama gear, the metro fare cards now have his smiling face printed on the card stock.  And there are the obvious corporate bandwagoners like IKEA and Pepsi. There is talk around town about who has gotten tickets to the ceremony and the balls, and whether the tickets are to THE ball that Obama and Biden are making an actual appearance at.  All in all I hope that most of the 2M+ estimated people coming to the district for the inauguration are coming with an open mind, its going to be a logistical mess out here with the crowds.

Meanwhile for the policy wonks and politicos, there is the talk about how the new administration will be replacing the old, what changes will be made, and I mean real structural change to the federal bureaucracy, not the campaign slogan, which so far is appearing more and more to me to be just that, a catchy phrase to run an election on, nothing more.  I happen to be in that category of people skeptically optimistic, but really waiting to see how if he can effective transition his administration from one that ran an effective campaign to one that can run the federal government.

One indication that this might not be the case is the decision to open this office of the president-elect, supposedly to assist with the transition period between the election and the inauguration, and to respond to the historically unprecedented challenges the nation is facing.  The fact is that the president-elect does not have any of the executive powers until he is sworn in on Jan 20, it really is dishonest to putting himself out to the American people as if he can do anything in the interim.  Presidents are human beings, they are not super humans that we make them out to be, they rely heavily on their cabinet and staff in the executive branch agencies to get their job done, that is, run the federal government.  As of November 5, 2008 when the office of the president-elect was established, there were no cabinet members confirmed by the senate, and therefore no means to do anything at all but plan for the transition.  Maybe there’s a reason why the Constitution doesn’t provide for an office of the president-elect?

The other point to consider is more of a tactical, and that is that really one of the risks of establishing the first office of the president-elect is that you automatically open yourself up to criticisms with how you and your staff conducts themselves in the interim period, perhaps even before you’ve established your system of spin doctors and public relations.  I think the whole mess with Ill. Gov and the Treasury Secretary nominee not paying taxes might not have been as prominent had the office of the president-elect been pumped up.  Almost like a damned if you do, damned if you don’t, it may have been a better idea to keep a low profile, do things behind the scenes and then take the White House by storm on Jan 20.

Earth Box 2nd Year, Civic Hyrbrid, Back to Studying

Sunday, May 4th, 2008

Decided to take a mental break from studying, clean up around the house, run some errands, I have a few days more for my 3rd final than I had for the first two. Plan to get back in the grind later this afternoon, maybe try a different coffee shop for a change of scenery.

Went up to Maryland to pick up another earth box, potting soil and some starter plants. Starting earlier this year to take advantage o the good weather and maybe get some more veggies and herbs this summer than last. So far its looking like grape tomatoes, thai basil, italian basil, japanese eggplant, chinese squash, beans two types of goya. Last year I think I started it up too late in the season by the time the plants started producing it was getting too cold and they died off.

In driving up there I noticed that the only zipcar available was a civic hybrid, something that I had been meaning to test-drive, but never got around to. It pretty much drives like a regular automatic car, with the exception that there’s this battery gauge that swings from “assist” to “charge” depending on if you’re climbing up hill, or breaking. Also the engine cuts out when you’re sitting at a stop light. I suppose it takes some getting used to, I remember talking to someone a few years back when these cars first came out and she was concerned about not having the power or control over the car. I figure as long as the thing doesn’t die on you who cares about power.

Driving up to Maryland I passed a couple of signs at $4.01 a a gallon. Thats a big chunk of change for transportation. When prices of a good or service doubles and triples in a short time frame of months or years, you either adjust your consumption behaviors or continue to throw money down a hole. It seems to be the big story in the news lately, although a lot of media time is being spent on people bitching about oil company profits when they really should be talking about the inflation caused by monetary money supply games. The scary thing about the energy costs going up is that you really can’t hide from it entirely. Even if you cut down on your driving, take the train or carpool, you end up paying for it at the grocery store since most of everything Americans consume is trucked in. While gas was $4.00 a gallon, diesel fuel was $4.22 at that same gas station.

I’m a big fan of zipcar after being a member for close to 2 years now. Being that I don’t have a parking space, and pretty much take the train to work and school, it makes a lot more sense to just rent a car when I need it rather than have to car payments, and insurance and worry about street parking permits. But the biggest benefit especially late is that the gas is free with the rental fees. I remember talking to someone at a party once who scoffed at the idea of even using car sharing programs, something to the effect of how she would never date someone that showed up in a zipcar. This was right before she started complaining about finding parking that night and how the price of gas which was then about $2.00. Lucky for me I was already happily attached at the time, but it kind of got me thinking about how ironic the statement is.

I suppose this is a girl who would appreciate a guy with the big bucks who could afford to blow money on her on top of having money to spend on a nice set of wheels. Then again when you really think about it, if the girl was really smart, she would realize that a guy who was economically aware to discern from good and bod choices would have even more money to spend on her. Then again, this type of guy probably would want nothing to do with such a money grubbing date.

At a certain price, paying for a certain good or service becomes impractical, and consumers seek more affordable alternatives.

Back in DC, Flooded Apartment

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008

Feel like I’ve been running on empty getting back from my work trip. Landed at Dulles at about noon Sunday, to save some money I rode the shuttle and train back home, dropped my stuff off and headed out to catch up on some studying that I couldn’t finish while on travel. Sitting at potbelly’s I noticed that it was pouring outside and the street was turning into a river pretty quickly. After about an hour of this I thought better to go home and check on the apartment – too late, half of the main room had flooded.

Spent the rest of the afternoon and evening clearing out the water, hanging up the rugs, and throwing out stuff. Luckily way back I had the foresight to try and keep everything raised on shelfs especially all electrical outlets raised off the floor to avoid an electric shock.  The only real loses were a bunch of rugs from linens and things and IKEA, no big deal. In retrospect it made for an impromptu spring cleaning.

The downside is that I lost an afternoon and evening which could’ve been invested in studying, and of course its back to work the next day. Back to the grindstone.

Housing madness, march madness – sweet 16!

Thursday, March 27th, 2008

Close to the end of March and things are picking up as usual, both on the school and work ends. Looking like I’ll be attending a few conferences for work in the upcoming months, should be good to get out of the office for a change. On the school front I’m coming up on my last push month before finals, looking like it’ll be pretty busy from here on out. Doing some independent research on my own, have to say that I enjoy it a lot more than classes, although it is a lot more challenging since a lot of its well, independently driven. I think maybe after so many semesters of being force fed law its a different change of pace trying to find different angles and theoretical solutions to legal problems. In doing the literature review I’ve been pretty impressed with the level of legal analysis and arguments that have already been made and been published, a lot of them show the amount of time and effort that was probably put into coming up with them.

This has been a tough reminder about the costs and benefits of working on a degree during the evening while holding a full time job. I’ve gotten the full dose of the argument that getting real-world experience simultaneously is irreplaceable, but I think its every once in a while I get more than 4 hours of sleep I wonder whether it puts you in a position of being too stretched out. The main factor that has made me convinced that this has been all worth it is the financial situation and forecast, I’ll be coming out of school well below the average debt load, both the reported average and some of the estimates I’ve heard anecdotally. I don’t envision that I’ll be bound by any golden handcuffs so to speak, no 6 figure debt estimates like I’ve heard from some old classmates that decided to go into other fields like academia or medicine.

Knowing that these plans worked out more or less is worth some peace of mind, or relatively speaking at least. I’ve been keeping a cautious eye on the state of the financial markets and housing bubble/crash ever since moving out here back in 2004 when the market was really taking off and everyone I knew was saying buy, buy, buy before you get priced out. partly out of the reality of my situation, being right out of school, with little savings to boot, other part of my sense of the situation that it isn’t smart to take on interest-only, adjustable rate loans on a $600,000 condo or $900,000 3 bedroom townhouse, no matter what the expected appreciation rate was, and no matter the assurances from an industry expert that I could qualify with current credit and modest government salary. After crunching some numbers, I decided it was better to rent, save, and wait to see what happened. My gut said that the prices would eventually have to come down, at least to a historical average, although I had no idea when it would happen. I also reasoned that the low interest rates were temporary, as with any monetary cycle, and then when they did increase, the shocks to the holder of the mortgage would be pretty steep. an increase from 2% to 4% would represent a doubling of a monthly interest only payment, and unless my income was likely to double on a monthly basis, this was a very stupid financial deal to accept. In the meantime I reasoned that if prices didn’t come down, then the new reality is that nobody can afford to own without continue to rent and save until a combination of our salary and savings would increase to a point that we could buy something outright, or with at least a hefty down payment.

Somewhere around 2006 I starting coming across various blogs and websites that are out there that were offering an alternate opinion to what I was hearing in the main stream media about all the middle class, self-made tycoons of real estate investments, more along the lines of what I was thinking, that all of the appreciation and speculation was imaginary, and doomed to fall eventually, and maybe fall hard. They were all really good about poking holes in what were mostly absolute statements, and raising good questions about the economics of these business transactions, many of which were never raised by the mainstream media.

Now the latest trend in news stories revolve the ongoing proposals to bail out people who are stuck in depreciating real estate assets and resetting mortgages despite all of the paper-success of recent memory. I often feel like I’m in Econ 101 again reading about the pitfalls of moral hazards and individuals ignorant of their own risk curves, many of the recent news reports have talked about “average” Americans who are finding themselves suddenly in hard times financially in the recent downturn. There are a few things that are similar in each of these stories, first is that the individuals are living paycheck to paycheck, even making a salary that is well above the national average when some event comes along (sickness, layoff, mortgage reset) and they are unable to cope because of their lack of any savings whatsoever. Secondly there is this inability or unwillingness to face the shitty reality of the situation and make some tough financial decisions (sell the house, get another job, go on a budget), and finally there is always this call to the government to bail them out, as if they had no control over the situation.

Unfortunately it seems like too many of us have gotten so used to the assurance that a lifetime of debt is normal and sustainable both on the personal and macro levels that when it comes around and bites us in the ass it really hurts and we are unwilling to deal with it without some reflection and self sacrifice. Don’t know for sure what is around the corner, but I’m not too optimistic overall. The volume of the message that all of this is unsustainable in the long run is getting louder with each multi-bullion dollar bailout of a bank, each FED rate cut, each report of housing prices crashing and industry layoffs.

Badgers make a sweet 16 run, and are matched up with the tourney’s cinderella 10-seeded Davidson, who knocked out area favorite 2-seeded Georgetown for a shot at the elite 8, and final 4. Seems like de ja vu from the last time Wisconsin made it this far, there was talk about them lucking out playing lower seeded teams all due to a lot of upsets in the bracket.

Dream of Trains, Farecards and the New Year

Sunday, December 30th, 2007

Strange dreams, a recurring one no doubt, it comes in pieces, all of them have a sense of urgency and loss. There are two that stick out, one is I’m riding a subway train and I discover that one of the passengers has left a whole stack of partially used fare cards behind in a seat. I don’t know who this person is, but I am left on the train counting a whole stack of paper train currency, wondering what the right thing to do is. I dont’ know whose these belong to, so there isn’t much a point in reporting them as missing, worse yet, If I give it to a station employee there is a chance that they’ll just pocket it. While I’m sitting there counting the cards, 3 secret police officers get on board and two of them recognize me, and all three take a seat next to me.

The agent that sits next to me is very friendly as I am introduced by my other friends. I notice that the other passengers visibly tense about these three, and are looking away from our small group, and are avoiding eye contact with us. We kid around, talk about the weather, and the local sports teams. I have to notice that the agent next to me is carrying a very lethal looking submachine gun, semi-concealed. He offers it to me to take a closer look – the gun is an impressive work of mechanized technology. Weird things are that the sights are below the muzzle, and the clip is very small and compact. It feels very light but sturdy in my hand. At that time I kind of have an “aha” moment that I’m not in DC anymore, I’m not even in the present time either. I don’t recall how this dream ends.

Snow, Finals, Football

Wednesday, December 5th, 2007

First snowfall of the year in the district, and I’m in full study mode for this next round of finals. Got a paper out of the way a couple of weeks ago, then its two big staple exams, and then I have a 4 day break before the last elective course is up. After that its another smaller paper, and some administrative matters which would wrap up the semester. Its crazy enough that I planned ahead to take some annual leave this week, ironically it ended up that my job had a crunch this week as well.

Crazy to think how busy life gets right around the holidays, when most people are thinking about winter vacations and shopping for Xmas presents. I’m usually camped out in coffee shops and libraries. I suppose its been like that for almost a collective decade now. Its become second nature really, the one year when I didn’t have to go anywhere or study anything I felt kind of lazy.

Pleasant distractions/breaks from studying has been the ongoing successes of my college and pro football teams. Hawaii went undefeated in the regular season and is set up to go to the Sugar Bowl to face Georgia, who had case to be playing for a national title. Wisconsin is on its way to the Outback Bowl to face Tennessee. On the pro side Green Bay lost a battle with Dallas, but is still in the hunt for the NFC playoffs at 10-2. Finally New England has had a couple of close games but is still undefeated at 12-0. I suspect that the rest of the games will be tough, even the winless Miami and almost Winless New York. Everyone is saying how Pittsburgh will be the hardest game, and it should be a cakewalk after that I’m not so sure, after seeing how the Baltimore and Philly brought their A game on to face the Pats. Its a strange feeling really, being in a bar and hearing just about everyone cheer against your team, even though they aren’t Baltimore fans.

One thing for certain, its looking like both pro teams will be in the playoffs, and both college teams are in New Year’s day bowls – which makes for good football distractions for the winter, and the first month or so of the next semester.

2.75L, Earth Box Project at 1 Month

Tuesday, July 17th, 2007

Finished up my Corporations exam tonight, and I’m officially done for the summer now. As usual, I’m not sure how to gauge how I did. If its anything like how I did this past year, then I’ll be pretty happy with the results whenever they come in. I have to say that this is one of those classes that I think I got a lot out of regardless of how it turns out on paper. In all honesty I never thought I would find a class on corporate law as interesting as I did, I think part of it was the professor, but also the content of the course kept me pretty engaged in the material all these hot summer nights.

On the flip side it was pretty hanging tough through the last couple months or so, it was really like my spring semester didn’t end and carried on through the summer. looking back I realize that I have gone through the equivalent of 1 and 3/4 of law school, which would make me unofficially a 2.75 L going into the fall semester. not too bad considering this is my third year of night school, at this rate I may have the option of getting out a semester early, finishing 3.5 years total while working full time. It was really non stop, going for about 2 and a half years, I’m surprised I haven’t lost my mind just yet.

I’d like to think that I may finally be getting a real hang of things, at least the surprises and volume of material doesn’t seem as crazy, I’m able to read things quickly and get to the bottom line pretty quickly. All skills that might come in handy one day for sure. One thing for sure, It’ll be nice not having to rush out to catch a train at everyday during rush hour to head up to class, or lugging my laptop and textbooks everywhere I go. I’ll enjoy it for about a month before the next semester starts up again.

Earthbox update, I set up a flickr account to post some of the pictures. The humidity and heat are doing the plants well, the goya is now climbing up the net mesh and tomato plant stalk. I ended up saving some seeds from the chinese bitter mellon in place of the cilantro. we’ll see if that one sprouts as easily as the okinawan goya.

Linkes 7/5/07 – 7/16/07 (Law school notes edition)
Greatest boom ever, or just another bubble?
7 Sacred Pools of Oheo on Maui.
Web Back Machine – blogs and websites engraved in e-stone.
$12B a month. nuff said.
Talk about lowering the security clearance standards.

Earth Box Update, July 4 Citizenship Test

Thursday, July 5th, 2007

Update on the earth box project, some hits and misses. The tomato plant has shot up and appears to be doing very well, there are some flowers forming and maybe even the start of tomato or two starting to form. Both Thai basil plants are doing ok, one of the Italian basil is doing very well, shooting up like the tomato, but the other one is droopy and appears to be being attacked by some small bugs. Meanwhile the cilantro croaked pretty quickly. Of course the one that I’m paying the most attention to lately is the bittermellon which has sprouted above the soil and is climbing up. The past couple of days have been pretty mild, but I’m sure the heat and humidity coming next week should do it good.

So far its been a fun little project, little or no effort on the part of the amateur grower, the concept of the earth box as being idiot-proof has been pretty true so far. I realize that this started a bit late in the summer, but we’ll just see how far it goes. With this crazy weather I figure we’ll try to keep the box going outside until October or so since it stays pretty hot in DC for a while. That is unless there’s some freak snowstorm in September, but this isn’t Wisconsin so I don’t think that’ll happen.

A couple of days ago for the 4th I came across this citizenship test online and took it really quickly just for the hell of it. Although only got one wrong, and even that one was because I got tripped up on substantive and procedural due process rights (7th, 15th) some of them I think would be pretty hard. Hana got 4 wrong, but even she knew the significance of the various phrases, life, liberty, pursuit of happiness. I wonder how many Americans, both naturalized and natural born would fare on this test. I also wonder how many hard core, anti-immigration advocates would do on this test, and what would that say about their cherished citizenship that they exclusively hold for themselves. Part of what I’ve been picking up on all the immigration bill debate is that the opponents of immigration reform aren’t being sincere when they say that they want “legal” immigration” and are only opposed to “legal immigration.” Behind all of the rhetoric is this darker motive of striving to keep a certain ethnic, religious, and political makeup.

Racism is alive and well in America, and the immigration bill debate is just another example of how the similar . In some ways its tricker nowadays when racism is buried under political arguments hidden under a legal argument. I suppose you can advocate that racism and prejudice has a legal precedence. It definitely has long track record in our history as a nation.

Linkes 7/2007
Smart Money tips when to buy stuff by day of the week
Creepy letters to investment company
Contractors outnumber troops mercs
Ajono communal brew
Housing post on suburbs
Ramen Blog all kinds of noodles
Advice to Realtors on how to sell stuff in the new market
False sense of security in a home?
Myth of Home Ownership and what it means for us
Costs of mortgaged suburbia 3 trillion?
Daily Show Dick’s move
All we need are frickin laser beams
Whole Foods or Whole Paycheck?

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Earth Box Project

Tuesday, June 19th, 2007

Mid June in the district and the heat is on, literally. One thing I haven’t quite gotten used to is the extreme heat that comes around this time of year. Today coming back from class was brutal since for some reason some genius decided to turn off the air conditioning in the building with heat indexes of 100. At 9pm it was still about 90, or 96 or so with the heat index. Another part of summer in DC is the torrential rainshowers that come hand and hand with all that humidity in the air. Last Thursday it was pouring so bad there were rivers in the streets. Fortunately the drain outside my door is working well, no flooded basement apartment yet, knock on wood.

For a side project this summer I drove up to MD this past weekend to get an Earth Box, supposedly an idiot-proof planter system that has high yields for growing small scale fruits and vegetables. It came with some fertilizer, CaCO3 mix for growing tomatoes and supposedly set up with a reservoir system that makes it impossible for you to over or under water the plants. I started off with a celebrity tomato plant, some Thai basil for pho, Chinese parsley and Italian basil for pasta. I’m in the process of germinating some seeds to see if I grow some Okinawan goya as well although I don’t know if it’ll work.

I think it might be my mom’s influence as well who grows just about everything in her yard back home. Or part of it is from reading articles about citizens living on an isolated island giving up their domestic agricultural industries (AKA food?) based on the faith that the regular shipments of cargo won’t be affected by a spike in oil prices or geopolitical crisis. Maybe its this lingering concern that maybe one day the consumption bubble will burst and those who have skills in producing goods will be in a better position than those who just produce services.

Who knows, maybe trying to grow stuff, even on a micro-scale and mostly symbolic way may be the start of a personal struggle with this consumer identity that pretty much become a way of life. I recall reading lots of articles in grad school and around the web talking about the shift from manufacturing and agriculture to strictly service industry, and what are the potential implications of this in the long term economies of the world. While all economies require producers of goods and consumers of those goods, and that as economies become more service-based, they are more driven by consumption of goods produced in other countries. As things stand now the service-industry countries are the richer ones, more or less dictating the market prices while importing the hard goods that their respective companies no longer produce because it costs cheaper to buy it overseas.

Eventually we become a nation of service providers who produce nothing really other than our “expertise” which unfortunately can sometimes materialize in bureaucracy, pushing paper skills and a lot of bullshit. Irony, I think this service skill set describes me and pretty much everyone I know in terms of our formal education – although its true my day job is in the production of policy analysis, research, and reports, and eventually I’ll be providing legal services or producing legal work products, it would be nice to actually produce or create something down to earth once in a while. Also with this outsourcing there are very serious vulnerabilities to service industry-based economies as a result of this shift, we become more dependent on international political stability, free trade trade agreements, and of course cheap oil to transport the goods that we consume but do not produce. Everything is dependent on cheap energy for communications and transportation, otherwise the service-based industries would eventually starve.

One sign of becoming a yuppie is to do more grocery shopping at Whole Foods and be tempted by all of their latest promotions and organic goodies, and actually not be totally fazed out by the higher prices. I think for some produce and meats I definitely do taste a difference. I have begun to appreciate quality over quantity, with some exception of course. I remember talking to a friend about his refusal to buy anything organic on the basis that it is overpriced for the amount of food you actually get. This is someone who loves to shop at Walmart, and refuses to even consider the arguments presented in Fast Food Nation, or Super-Size me as having any merit at all.

I do agree that part of being an informed consumer, you have to remind yourself the misconceptions of organic food in general, especially lately how it has become more a marketing tactic. Maybe it always was, maybe not, who knows. In part I suppose we have to trust our own judgment and make our own decisions for what a particular good or service is worth. Again, everything is relative, overhearing a conversation at the the local farmer’s market gave another perspective as the person was bashing whole foods as an evil corporation.

Linkes for June 11-19
Love Thy Neighbor bombs, with apologies to Stanislaw Lem
Colleges revolt against U.S. News Rankings – Law schools to follow?
Secrecy in today’s world
National Bitter Melon Council AKA Goya
Cosumerist blog updated frequently
Top ten Copyright myths

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Jury Duty, Reflections

Wednesday, June 13th, 2007

Today marks another 3 years transition for me, this one marking my official transition to a productive member of the full-time work force from a life as a full time student, not so gainfully employed, if you include tutoring and graduate assistantships. Pretty amazing how much things have changed from 3 years ago I was a freshly minted graduate, ready to work, ready to learn, ready to try and make a difference no matter how small or insignificant in the greater scheme of things.

Kind of ironic that I end up spending the day not at work, but instead at the Federal District Courthouse for jury duty. Again it was a trial that I probably would’ve been really interested in sitting in on, but for whatever reason I was not selected. This time I happened to be towards the end of the jury pool and didn’t even have to answer any questions by the attorneys before the clerk excused me for the day. The last time was similar situations in the sense that I was actually in the process of learning about the law and was probably one of the only people in the pool who was secretly hoping that he would get picked. The last time I did get selected, but the Judge declared a mistrial after the first 30 minutes of the trial.

It was nice to have some time off from work to take a breather from the hectic interview and drafting schedule to reflect, stop and look around. I found some interesting little parks and statues gardens a few blocks away from where I work. It has been so nose to the grindstone that I’m sorry to admit that I’ve become in part one of those District denizens rushing to and from work, not taking time to enjoy the more insignificant things in life. Since I didn’t have class tonight, today was probably one of the first days in a long time I can remember that I actually had an excuse to walk around with no place to go.

I used to wonder whether certain twists and turns that life seemed to throw at me were all part of a master plan. Part of me still believes, although by judging the mixed signals, sometimes it seems kind of strange what kind of path I’ve been drawn down by the universe. Maybe it is just as fitting that I spend my 3 year anniversary of federal service in a federal courthouse, albeit as a prospective juror – after all it was in another state court house back home that made me seriously think about heading out to the East coast, DC specifically, although if you asked me 6 years ago if I ever thought I’d be living in the district I’d tell you that you’re nuts.

The three years out have been good to me, very productive, eye-opening. I guess you could say that I’m older, wiser, not as naive in the ways of government systems and institutions. I’ve secured some benefits, non-competitive standing for certain positions, access credentials, and of course a steady stream of income which I’ve been able to afford a decent living standard and put away a bunch in IRA accounts and savings accounts. Filing taxes this year I was surprised with the prospect that my paid taxes were starting to sound like what I used to gross in a year.

I’ve applied and denied for a few promotions, won some battles with management, lost others. Gotten a better feel for the agency’s internal culture, strengths, weaknesses, insanities, inefficiencies and inequities. Haven’t drunk the kool-aid as some of my peers obviously have about a perfect agency that rewards its employees based on performance and no politics or favoritism, but honestly haven’t given up just yet. Time will tell.

On the extra-agency development, I am now a little bit more than half way to a J.D. from going to night school. Can’t say that law school has been everything that I expected, but I can say that I have been learning a lot more than I could’ve ever imagined, even though I have some work experience in the area nothing really substitutes actually going through the intellectual hazing that aspiring legal scholars have to go through. I understand why so many law school alum decide that they after all do not really want to practice law and find other professions.

Settled a few personal demons, while others still linger. Most importantly, I took the plunge and made a real commitment to Hana at the time that felt right, although as with everything else, it was very unconventional and maybe a little wild from an uninformed observer. Circles of influence and interest change gradually but significantly when you’ve found something worth fighting for and making a life commitment to. When people ask me how life is now I can’t say that it’s that much different in the day to day, but every so often I do notice.

All in all I think the past three years I’ve spent out here so far have definitely toughened me up a bit, made some sense on what to expect from people in general and in terms of professional and personal integrity, and limits of them. The locality of the district and all that goes on here has been a lesson in human nature all by itself. I’ve come to realize that there are some very insecure and screwed up people at any age and background. All in all I’ve still maintained for the most part my own personality and temperment – Meyer’s Briggs profile has been a solid ENTP/ENTJ.

Time flies when you’re busy, thats for sure.